It’s been only 10 days since I arrived back in France, I am directly confronted with everything I left back 11 years ago. So after having a little dubious time period on if this move would be beneficial, today I decided to work inwards and be grateful for what I have and live in my life instead of comparing my past life, and wander my mind in all directions. This allows me to sift the negativity that has built up and free my mind so I can go ahead with all my purpose and mission I left aside. I have now a new aspiration to achieve more. Being in France I have to surrender to the fact that I can’t work on computer on weekends and evenings, since nobody does so, and no infrastructure or coworker would do so, the ambience and the facilities are not adapted. Also, I am not here for long so it would be better if I take those times to do something else, I could have some recording sessions instead, and some different exploration.